Because the last entry was too depressing and negative, I want to talk a bit about the only thing that makes me smile, and it's my fangirl life <- if fangirling means having some kind of a life anyway lol But hey... it's a way of life, isn't it? Only we fangirls see it like this, probably XD



Well, first of all, my love for Hey! Say! JUMP has increased and I feel guilty of not having followed them for the past 2 years. I investigated a bit through some old diaries of mine and it seems I've listened to HSJ before NEWS. And the reason why I didn't completely become a fan 2 years ago was because when I watched them I couldn't keep myself from missing NEWS, and also NEWS released some stuff, so my attention was focused on NEWS only.

There's also this boy, Yamada Ryosuke, who's stolen my heart on so many levels by now. I adore him. I also adore Yuto and Chinen, but with these two my feelings are 99% like a big sister's :3 While Yamada makes me go askhgdudbhcjnmd XD
This big sister's feelings is something new to me, because I couldn't have it with NEWS or anything. And though I've called NEWS my "precious babies" more than once, that's more just a quote from "Forever" than an actual feeling. But with Yamada, Yuto and Chinen, I often say to myself "ahh~ my babies~~~". Especially when I see them in their chibi versions. They're the most adorable thing ever. And again, it kind of makes me feel sad not having been there for 2 years when they've grown so much.
But I'll be there from now on :)

As all I've been doing lately is procrastinate, I've watched a lot of stuff though not as much as I want to because of my crappy connection.

First of all, about HSJ, SUPER DELICATE is out and the PV is very nice, with everyone looking handsome. The making of it is way more interesting than the PV itself. It has some hilarious moments. HSJ is lovely :)

Then, dramas~! I haven't watched so many dramas for a long time~
Of course, I've watched most of them because of my adorable 3 (aka Yama-chan, Yuto & Chinen). It's not surprising since I've done the same thing with Tegoshi, Haru-chan and so on.
This is spoiler free~ :)

Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu: Started watching it because of a recommendation, 3 episodes so far, but it hasn't grabbed me yet because I feel there's nothing to look forward to in the next episode. I've decided not to drop it yet because, well, I usually end up liking everything I've dropped and regretted dropping it XD

Saikou no Jinsei no Owarikata: I've known about this one because of Yamapi but wasn't really interested in watching it, at least not in the near future, but sweet Chinen is in it so I said "okay let's do it!" XD It's not very impressive but I like it. I've seen 6 episodes so far. The thing I don't like is that in some episodes they focus too much on different specific stories which don't have much to do with the main characters. And the main characters is who I'm most interested in! The Ihara family, whose food fights make me LOL I want to know more about these people than some random dead guys. Do I sound insensitive? D:
Chinen surprises me here because I don't see him as himself, the cheerful happy awesome loud boy, but instead he's quiet and serious. Good job, little Chinen :) ♥

Scrap Teacher: I remember watching its 1st episode 2 years ago when I was into HSJ but I think it was boring to me and didn't continue it XD It's not an epic drama, not the brightest, but I find it amusing. There are many things that seem just insane and random, like these 3 super guys (really? really?), who, by the way, I was dying to know why they were the way they were but in the end there wasn't an explanation but instead an even more confusing happening. At the end I was like "What o_o". I enjoyed it though. There was Yama-chan, Yuto, Chinen and Daiki. Cuties. I loved the "Buzama da" phrase too. It reminds me of the catchy phrases of Yamapi :)

Hidarime Tantei EYE: Ah~ I remember when this drama started airing and "Hitomi no Screen" was released. I wasn't really interested in watching it back then though. The SP, which is previous to the drama, reminded me a bit of Bloody Monday. However, the drama is totally different. There weren't dramatic twists or anything (except from something from the SP, which lead to the main story in the drama), but it was enjoyable. Seeing Yama-chan's character in pain was bad though haha Poor boy! Ainosuke, dear, let me love you~! *kidnaps* If I was the nurse Hitomi who was always with him, I'd have adopted him! Or maybe just wait a few years till he grows up and then... Wait, this has nothing to do with the story >////> Anyway, I liked it~



Sensei wa Erai! SP: Again, the Yamada, Yuto, Chinen & Daiki combo. Seriously, aren't they the cutest? From the beginning, I was laughing, mostly at Yuto's character. Everything was amusing. But then, I ended up in tears. Dramas have the power to touch you even when you're amused. It had a sweet message, I wonder if it would have left me a bigger impact if I had watched it a few years ago when I was in middle school.

Risou no Musuko: Watched until episode 5 already and it still follows the same structure, which I find tiring though I still love it. I have mixed feelings towards Kouji (Yuto), cause he's adorable but then he's kind of hypocrite...? I don't know XD I also can't grow fond of all these characters that have animal powers. I find them too unrealistic, but then maybe this is a charming point? Daichi is a sweetie. I want him as my perfect son X'D ♥ I wouldn't doubt him and use him unlike his mom does. Instead I'd enjoy all his love *////* ......I don't know what I'm saying anymore X'D
The only thing I know is that I want more and more because I can't get enough but it's still airing and the idea of it ending saddens me. I wish Yama-chan plays in more comedies in the future because he's very good at it. Please do, dear adorableness :)



And this is it. I fill my days with Yama-chan and HSJ because there's nothing from NEWS. I hope the feeling of emptiness towards NEWS is only due to their lack of everything.
Oh, my precious ones :)